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The history of
the picaresque novel, from Lazarillo
de Tormes to The
Bushwhacked Piano, teaches us one overriding lesson: the tale,
more often than not, has roots that come from deep inside the author's
own life. Portes' book follows that general rule. In a press release
Q&A, she's asked, "Who is the main character, Luli McMullen,
based on?" Her answer: "The main character is absolutely based
on me as a teenager", is pretty unambiguous. And what a main character
she is. I attended a reading Portes gave at a Greenwich
Village bookstore, and was surprised when she read from the book
in character, as if she were an actress auditioning for a part. The
adventures of Luli McMullen, self-narrated, slowly evolve into a way
of perceiving the behavior of othersand the motivations behind
that behaviorthat leave the essential, badly bruised soul intact.
Damaged, jaded, but intact. The first and last chapters end with the
expression of the same exact thought"I'm
gonna grab something and make it go boom"and this
shows the optimistic self-confidence is there in Luli, both before and
after the atrocious main events of the story. Quite a few reviews of
this book portray it as depressing, which, in my opinion, it's not.
It's more of an affirmation of the POSSIBILITY of spirit.
The plot is simple. Thirteen-year-old Luli has dysfunctional, problem-drinker
parents who don't treat her well. In an attempt to make a better life
for herself, she runs away, sets out for Vegas,
and meets a bunch of individuals who aren't much better than her mom
and dad. Portes makes use of a familiar catalog of devicesthe
abused kid, the alcoholic parents, the hitcher's time on the road, the
grotesque strangers who drift in and out of episodes, the sexual predators;
however, as I read the book a second and then a third time, a pattern
of signifiers or codes began to emerge, lending the book the zing of
authenticity it needs to make it stand apart from the umpteen-hundred
others that chronicle these kinds of people in these kinds of situations
(reading Portes alongside Raymond
Carver, for example, might show you just how overrated an author
he was).
When I say "signifiers", I mean either corporeal things or
abstract concepts of thought that Luli interprets in the same way throughout
the course of the story. The first of these that jumps out is a series
of temporal references she makesto the past and to the futurethat
indicate she might feel her life at the moment is merely a temporary
way-station between some profound mystical past and some much better
future. For example, she has the following meditation about Clement,
one of the few truly decent people she meets in her travels: "I
look up at Clement and he looks back at me, and it's like I met him
eight million years ago before time began..." Similarly,
in describing a problematic couple, she says: "He
and Glenda seem to have some private moment of unspoken meaning that
goes back to before I was born." These solipsistic remarks
about the past recall Wittgenstein:
"The world is my world." And just as these unexplained, inexplicable
past events hold only enigma, thinking about the future brings hope
and curious wonder:
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"Tomorrow
I will be softer."
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| "I
press my head sideways against the window, looking up at the black
sky and the bunny ears in front of me, wondering what and who will
break my heart." |
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"She's
one of those people you don't know about until something
happens, something big. And I'm wondering, as I look at her wheat-spun
hair in the golden light, what, exactly, that something will be." |
A second signifier comes in the guise of food or, more precisely, lack
of food, or still more precisely, creative, humorous ways to
think about and describe the lack of proper nutrition; this is a device
Portes uses to stress Luli's awareness of herself and her family's low
social status. Brian
Tracy once said; food is like money in that, when you have enough
of it, you rarely think about it at all, but if you don't have enough
of it, you think about nothing else. Luli is a prime example of that
observation. There are many samples of Luli's musings about food, but
here are a few:
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"...a
girl just can't live on lollipops the way she can live off Snickers..."
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| "If
you're still hungry, you can have blue frosting on Graham crackers
for dessert. There's also the option, sometimes, of a sugar sandwich,
which involves two slices of white bread, buttered thick and spread
with plain white sugar." |
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| "I
open the fridge for something to eat, but there's nothing but brown
peaches and a half-finished jar of relish." |
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| "So,
that's it. I make up my mind to find a sugar-daddy who will fawn
over me and feed me whenever I'm hungry, not just with sugar sandwiches
but with rich-people food." |
And so on. The acuity of her awareness of her low socioeconomic status
is also signified by numerous comments about money, rich people, "wealthypeopleworld",
and so on.
The third major signifier is something called "swirl" or "swirling",
which denotes a complicated sort of sexual relationship between men
and women, a frenzied, out-of-control desire on the part of certain
males and the recognition, on the part of females, that this is a potent
weapon they can use to manipulate the fellas (who don't exactly have
the ladies' best interests at heart, either; this is a kind of warfare).
Very early in the book, a 28-year-old sleazeball is trying to force
himself on Luli, who's 13. She says:
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"I
squirm away and look at him like his marbles got lost. That thing
swirling in his eyes, that thing, like he wants to jump into my
body and devour me from the inside out, makes it like I could
ask for whatever my little heart desired in this second and he
would have to do it."
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Later, when she meets the disgusting Eddie Keezer, almost the first
thought she has is "I can tell I can make
his eyes swirl and that's just about all I want to do."
She's eager to employ this new knowledge; however, in her tough innocence,
she's unaware that performing the swirling may get her what she wants
in some ways but, in others, it can only bring trouble. Again, later:
"I'm gonna make his eyes swirl if it kills
me." Later, in talking about Glenda, another lowlife she
meets on the road, Luli has the exact thought that her earlier attacker
had: "...it just so happens that when I look
at Glenda, when I listen to Glenda, I get this feeling in my gut like
I want to jump inside her ..." And so it continues.
This is a simple outline, but to recap: there are three important codes
we can look for to help us understand this novel comprehensively. They
concern time, food and money, and swirling, and form a large part of
the way Luli perceives and ponders her universe. Another theme to look
fornot as frequent, perhaps, as the others, but still noticeable,
is the psychological disposition towards danger or trouble, the tendency
to enjoy hanging out with negative people and derelicts. In the interview
to which I previously referred, Portes responded to a question with
"I love trouble. I really do." Luli
says things such as "But there's also a side of me that won't ever
look away from a dead bird or a car chase or a hold-up at the Alibi
at 2 a.m.." Portes told me the root of this predisposition
probably has something to do with her moving around a lot as a youngster
(which makes perfect sense) and that she's lost this inclination as
she's become older.
I think it's also important to mention the way certain parts of the
text silently refer to or foreshadow others, making the book fun to
read because it sharpens the saw of our alertness. Early on, a gun is
bizarrely described as "cockroach-colored"; but, much later,
cockroaches come into play in a surprising way. Someone's body is described
as a "question mark", a device that pops up two or three more
times, later ona signal, maybe, of the author's appreciation of
the language. And there are a number of individual, glittering sentences
that should simply be framed and hung in the Smithsonian,
such as: "She keeps adjusting and readjusting
herself, like somewhere in the position of her belt lies true happiness."
A brief point (in a new historicism sort of way) and remark about some
reflexivities of the text:
As regards the first, the book of photographs by Wright
Morris, God's
Country and My People, is an arresting collection of shots about
the Nebraska plains that provides a wonderful framework of placement
for curious readers who like to read a work of fiction against one of
nonfiction. Also, the road memoir called A
Sense Of Place: Listening To Americans ,by
the great journalist David
Lamb, can serve the same purpose as regards to Hick. With
respect to the second, there are a few points in the book where the
author winks directly at usfor example, channeling Truman
Capotein fact, the very phrase "in cold blood" is
usedand the film Bonnie
and Clyde (here, obliquely called The Actress and the Thief).
There's even an episode that brings to mind some of the despicable behavior
from Thomas
Hardy's The
Mayor of Casterbridge.
Hick is extraordinarynot only because it gives voice to
a 13-year-old with exactitude and complete believability, but also because
it offers readers some important lessons in how to experience a novel.
It makes us reactlaugh, cry, get angryand never breeds indifference.
The success it's achieving in sales and notices is, in my opinion, well-deserved.
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