In the
book New York in the '50s, by Dan
Wakefield, there's a photograph of the sociologist C.
Wright Mills roaring off on his motorcycle, a surprising
image that we could interpret, with some poetic license, as
a symbol of the power of some of Mills' ideas. Mills' The
Sociological Imagination advances the interesting hypothesis
that individual facts, standing alone, don't mean very much.
They have to be connected by a theory in order to make an impact.
The way McLarin's narrator, Grace Jefferson, puts it is:
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One
man's joblessness is his own problemunless that
man is black, and fifty percent of black men in New York
City are also unemployed. One woman's homelessness is
her own sad concernunless the supply of affordable
housing in a city has doubled to near nothingness. One
child flunking a standardized test is the headache of
that child's parent, exclusivelyunless sixty to
seventy percent of the children in Boston public schools
also can't pass the test.
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Grace Jefferson is a wholly up-to-date woman, a PhD in sociology,
mother of two young girls, married to a successful scientist
named Eddie who strongly longs to father a son, a desire
that Grace really doesn't share; this situation percolates slowly
throughout the novel, commencing when Grace takes the morning-after
pill (aided, in a hilarious exchange on the phone, by a Dr.
Aranki) and gathering steam, steadily, until Eddie accidentally
uncovers this behavior (which she's tried to keep hidden from
him) toward the end, where it coincides with another serious
choice Grace has made.
Most reviews of this novel approach it from the standpoint of
its being about motherhoodwhich it most assuredly isbut
it's about much more than that, too; and, in my opinion, it's
quite worthwhile to check these less obvious areas.
Three sets of Grace's relationships form the backbone of the
story: those to her mother and grandmother, her husband and
children, and her friend Valerie. These connections create a
series of time mirrors around Grace; we see that, in some ways,
she's exactly like the others, in some ways very different.
McLarin takes the risk of brief departures from Grace's first-person
narrations, which make up the majority of the tale, to offer
third-person accounts of episodes in the lives of Rae, her grandmother,
and Mattie, her mother. One of the reasons this potentially
artificial narrative experiment works is that it allows us to
see the similarities between Rae and Mattie that Grace can't
see. It gives us, as readers, a privilege that Grace, tha main
character, doesn't have. For example, in the very first scene,
Rae is sort of half-raped in a cotton field and, when the man
finishes with her, "She pushed him off, pulled down her
skirt." Years later, Mattie "put her hands against
my father's chest and pushed", in an effort to get free.
Obviously, the pushes are literal, but they're symbolic, as
well. They're also part of the construction of the Sociological
Imagination: If one woman wants to push her repulsive
lover off herself so she can get free, that's her own little
knotty point, but if hundredsthousands? millions?have
the same appetency, it's something more. And Grace rejects Eddie
in ways that have a similar spirit, the strongest expression
of which occurs near the end, when she briefly participates
in her sister Lena's insane road adventures. McLarin uses this
narrative technique to point out differences, also: Grace is
a bookworm, an academic, while Rae "at fifteen had long
since given up on what good could be located on the inside of
schooling books".
I don't have any doubt that, with time, the character of Rae
will be recognized as one of the great characters in the fiction
of this era. Facing the world alone from age fifteen on, she
survives purely by her own wits and an ability to control and
manipulate (we see a few scenes in which she scams Mattie out
of money; it's clear that Mattie isn't the only person to whom
she does this). Somehow, McLarin is able to give us an accurate
portrait of Rae's entire life without ever really dwelling at
great length on it anywhere ("She died as she had lived:
solitary, defiant, nobody holding her hand.") In the beginning,
as a child in the cotton fields just before World War II, she
is said to be able to pick as much cotton as any man; at the
end, on her deathbed, fighting her daughter and granddaughter,
her weak blows are compared to snowflakes. (But she's spunky
as ever; her persona can't be depleted or diminished with age,
as her physical body can.)
Whereas Rae lives her life, essentially, as a hustler, wholly
selfish, not especially concerned with her family, Mattie works
hard for her kids, getting a job with the U.S. Postal Service
and putting in a lot of overtime. In fact, her husband, CushCush
Breedlove, noticeseems to present her with a choice:
"The way we used to be...Just me and you. Nobody pulling
on us, tugging on us all the time. It was sweet, wasn't it,
baby?" Simply unable to step up to the responsibilities
of being a father, he's coaxing her to bring their kids to her
mother for awhile. The irony is that, a young mother, Rae had
run off with a man and left Mattie behind. More ironically still,
Grace will come to to have these same feelings that her daughters
are "pulling on her". Mattie, correctly, is horrified
by the idea of leaving her babies with Rae, and Cush eventually
leaves her.
Ostensibly, Grace has everythinghandsome husband with
a great job at a major drug company, highly educated, herself
(she was let go, though, from the faculty at Duke University,
denied tenure, and this weighs heavily), two great kids, beautiful
house in Boston, much to be envied. From the beginning, as soon
as we meet her, she has the thought that she could leave her
family as her grandmother did. (McLarin's first novel, Taming
It Down, also begins with the heroine in a disturbed state,
looking for a psychotherapist.) What makes her feel this way?
The short, uncomplicated answer is that her husband and her
children are choking her to death, taking all of her space.
In the first chapter, she's symbolically, accidentally, locked
in the basement of the house. She acknowledges that the men
in her mother's and grandmother's lives haven't been very loving
guys, and she's, therefore, confused by her own husband's loving,
extremely social nature. He insists on trying to make her pregnant
with a boy, against her wishes. I found it immensely interesting
to compare the following two excerptsthe first from Grace,
the second about Rae and her first husband:
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Really,
what was my problem anyway? House too big? Bills too paid?
Kids too healthy and well-fed?
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Note, in the second passage, that what most of us would consider
to be the barest minimum hygeine factors of a successful relationship,
mere requirements for survival, she considers being treated
well. What would she say if she found herself living under the
conditions described in the first passage! McLarin implies,
though she never really specifically states, that Rae and Grace
share some dark, selfish, even Machiavellian impulses, some
sort of soul-commiseration. Grace spends a good part of the
novel wondering about Rae; in one scene, she journeys to Providence
from Boston looking for Rae, following a false clue she's gotten
from an Internet search that is, of course, a dead end. Her
last meeting with her grandmother, in this world, only becomes
possible when Mattie joins in, when the three of them can be
present. The two personalities of Rae and Mattiethe battler
who would forsake even her own children and the martyr who exists
only for her childrenin the end are combined in Grace.
(Mattie, now that her own kids are grown and gone, serves as
a foster parent in her sixties, unable to get the need to be
a mother out of her system.) Grace has got the emotional DNA
of both of the older women.
In my opinion, the real pith of the novel occurs in the relationship
that takes up the least amount of space and timethat of
Grace and her new friend, Valerie. The two women mirror each
other in many ways, are what is called, in screenplay writing
classes, the reflection charactersboth African American
mothers in their thirties with kids (three boys in Valerie's
case), women of education. They meet in the park where they
take the kids to play. Although the outer circumstances of their
lives seem quite similar, their interior wiring is quite different.
Where Grace is nervy, on edge, confused, and in the grip of
existential dread, Valerie is very nearly a fully actualized
person, almost monk-like in the Zen peace of a harmonic life.
Her husband and her children are still creatures of wonder and
fascination to her, something that Grace can no longer imagine.
Grace on her husband:
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Back
in the early days of our relationship, back when we still
had the energy to explore each other's inner life...I'd
be reading on the living room couch or at the computer
doing work or at the kitchen table contemplating space
and Eddie would say something and the irritation would
just crawl up my back. I would think: Can't you just leave
me alone?
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On her children:
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But
to have children is to understand the impulse toward child
abuse. As a parent, you will say and do things to your
children that you would never say and do to anyone elsebecause
society would not allow it; because no one can rattle
you the way your children can...You will be horrified
at the way you behave.
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At one point, when her kids ask her why they have to do a certain
thing, she's horrified to hear herself give the response she
loathed as a little girl: "Because I said so!" The
beauty of the passage that follows should be read in the text,
within the flow of the story, so I won't quote it here. As dissatisfied
in marriage and parenthood as Grace is, Valerie's satisified,
but when a couple of unexpected events badly rock Valerie's
universe, we come to see the lives of Rae, Mattie and Grace
very differently, and Grace's brief acquaintance with Valerie
teaches her a lot. And it teaches us, too. In a way, the entire
story is an investigation of how Valerie was able to get to
an emotional haven that Grace isn't, and whyand ifValerie's
evident happiness isor can even, in theory, bereal.
There's so much in the novel I haven't gotten intoGrace's
thoughts about some of her in-laws, her observation of young
black teenagers on the streets of the Providence ghetto, her
memories of one of her beloved professors in college, her sister
Lena's ability to sense emotional truth about Grace's daughter
when Grace can't, and that's just a sampling. McLarin has a
sharp, sharp lens. If someone ever asks you to recommend a good
story about generational relationships, here it is. Or about
motherhood, or marriage, or modern feminism, or strong women,
or the application of intellectual ideas in fiction. Jump
at the Sun works with a wide net, and it catches everything.


